7/18/2025 Inspiration Trail
Jul. 18th, 2025 06:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
There was wind on the ridge and fog on the ground but it much warmer than expected - I even took off my jacket for a while - but very possibly I should just have gone home, as this was my second trail fail of the week. Wednesday I tried to take a trail from former times that I took successfully two weeks ago but this time gave up at once. I expect adrenalin helped the first time but was not present the second. Today I got down to the big oak in the dip and knew I shouldn't go further. I didn't feel as dreadful as a couple of months ago, but I wanted badly to sit so I found a bit of bank free of poison oak (whether it was free of biting insects remains to be seen) and sat for about forty minutes, just listening. I drank water and ate some apple, and when I decided I should climb back up to the parking lot it was much easier than I feared. I have no idea what was wrong, but I have to remind myself that when I just want to go back to bed there may be a good reason. My ebird list was short but to my surprise there was a Western Wood-pewee calling, and I heard all three nuthatches. If I have to sit, that's a good place. ( The list: )
I was the second car in the lot this morning at 6:15 or so, but the other car... it was weird. The lot is small but circular around some huge pines, and this guy was driving round and round and round fairly slowly, playing one song on his phone, which he was holding up in his left hand, over and over so loudly I could hear it plainly though the windows were up. The song was folky, voice and guitar, a bit mournful. Even as more cars came and parked he continued to drive round and round playing this song. I have to wonder what emotional crisis he was going through, but what an odd place to do it.
I was the second car in the lot this morning at 6:15 or so, but the other car... it was weird. The lot is small but circular around some huge pines, and this guy was driving round and round and round fairly slowly, playing one song on his phone, which he was holding up in his left hand, over and over so loudly I could hear it plainly though the windows were up. The song was folky, voice and guitar, a bit mournful. Even as more cars came and parked he continued to drive round and round playing this song. I have to wonder what emotional crisis he was going through, but what an odd place to do it.